A few more pages for the Gracie Brave book...
a happy flower for a commission client...
...and some sweet little still lives on paper (available here on my site in "shop"
Updates from my desk
June 2025
Marker studies
Whew doggie! Am I struggling lately! Struggling with direction, meaning, confidence, energy… I’ve been here before so I know this too shall pass. But, waiting for the muse and the map to get there - the hallway between the closed door and the next door - to open is rough!
I know that I just have to keep showing up. I have taken a hiatus from social media posting and only checking in on friends and those I follow once a week on my desktop. I’m reflecting on what it all means for me. I’ve pushed this creative career boulder up the hill for so long - over twenty years - that I’m exhausted. I know I still have it in me, I just need to keep plugging.
Things that I’ve done to take some pressure off and find my next steps:
Read: I’ve read three fiction books since going off social media on my phone. I’ve started reading three creative-life related books and started journaling again.
Visited museums and botanical gardens and revitalized my own garden, mostly adding native plants. I’ve sketched botanicals in the gardens and from photographs. Botanicals is something I always return to when I need inspiration.
Seen several new doctors to try to figure out some health stuff that remaiins a mystery. My energy tanks mid morning making it really challenging to work. But, I have been able to continue my contract job - thank goodness!
Played with new techniques and materials -like, markers combining them with colored pencil and ink. Thinking about trying oils again.
Knitted while listening to podcasts to help me move forward.
Taken a few new yoga classes in new venues to shake up my exercise routines.
I would love to hear what you guys do when you feel stuck. What are your goals this summer? Who do you talk to when you feel stuck? I’ve found some community being a part of Margo Tantau’s Foundary group, reminding me that I’m not alone.
March 2025
I’m starting early this year to work on products to sell at the holiday buying time. Some very lovely customers have been asking me for a new calendar. I haven’t done one in quite a while and it is time. My original idea, started last year, was too fussy and complicated. This kept me from getting it out in time. So, I’m back to the drawing board (ba dum dum) and have new ideas and new art.
Also, I’m reenergized about actually putting out a newsletter! Please sign up if you’d like ot be the first to know when I release the 2026 calander! Promises to be packed with funky friends of the two and four legged kind.
I have begun a series of studies based on journal entries and dreams I have had. The theme is a meditation on some family-of-origin relationships and history that I have begun to unpack these past few years. I longed to write a book about it all but don’t consider myself an effective writer. When I asked myself how I might process all the complicated feelings and beliefs I have, I landed on what comes naturally, painting.
I am a trained grief counselor and am well aware of the power of telling your story, your way. My truth matters. It’s something I often have to remind myself as the middle-kid, bandaid sibling who has always seen my role as the peacekeeper, the one who was responsible for bringing everyone together even if it meant I had to hide my truth and my feelings in the process. My parents are deceased and the remainder of my family have essentially abandoned me for a deranged story they have conjured about me that apparently makes them feel less shame, less embarrassment for their own perceived shortcomings and abuse. It’s one of the most complicated and painful grief experiences I have had to grapple with and I have experienced quite a bit of loss. Mental illness can destroy families and the souls of those who are fighting to preserve what is good in a family.
I hope this series will evolve slowly and thoughtfully for me. My intention is to take my time and allow the imagery and feelings to spill out in their own way and time. I want to respect this process in order to honor my parents who worked so hard to create a family based on shared memories, some roads that had no road maps and love. It will be an intensely private process and outcome but I hope the imagery that emerges will have some universal messages for people as well.
Some studies from my sketchbooks:
This past Christmas as I watched my three adult children and their partners take in traditional items that mean ALOT to me didn’t seem to hit them in the same way. It got me thinking, what will their traditions be? What sorts of things will they collect to refelct this season? Their partners have different traditions of course as well as religious traditions. What imagery will they want to surround themselves with (if any)?
I asked them some questions about this - even asked about the traditional red and green color palette and if that was important to them. Their answers were informative and inspiring to me.
I’ve been developing ideas for Christmas tree toppers for the 25 - 35 audience. They are shaking up our ideas of the old world order and their future trditions and imagery/color palette choices will reflect this.
Here are some of my ideas I’ve been creating with paper maches and acrylic gouache. They are prototypes but the bug will go to my son Parker and the owl to my son Simon. I made my daughter and her husband a felt Santa developed from an illustration I did as part of my 50 figures series.
An ode to ignored emails…
Does anyone else get emails on a daily that they do not unsubscribe to because they think they’ll get to them at some point but actually rarely do?
For me, one of these is Word Daily. I want to have better vocabulary. I thought I would play with some lettering and spot illustrations/doodles from my sketchbooks for a bit. The lettering is not fussy, just helps me learn the word.
A few more pages for the Gracie Brave book...
a happy flower for a commission client...
...and some sweet little still lives on paper (available here on my site in "shop"
Some in progress sketches and bits for the final two page spread, front cover illustration for "Gracie Brave" book and project.
I originally had Claire's eyes closed - showing a pride and prayerful meditative emotion for her daughter. But, decided against it as I thought it was too obscure for the front cover. I also ended up making her legs a bit longer. I think I could have futzed with it for days but at some point you have to step back and push it out into the world...like a child, I guess.
It was a warm and gorgeous weekend in Central Massachusetts. It was a perfect weekend to take a field trip to the Eric Carle Museum of Picture Book Art to see the Mary Blair exhibit before it came down on Sunday. It was so inspiring to see her working color sketches and finished illustrations. I took her strong, simple and good design approach in and reminded myself to keep it simple in my own work. My favorite quote of hers on the wall: "I had three jobs. Raising children, keeping house, and making my art work." - Mary Blair
Seeing Mary Blairs work as well as the Uri Shulovitz animated film of his beautiful book, "Snow" as well as just being in the presence of all the great illustrator's work really helped me take a breath and get ready to knock my next big project out of the park: Gracie Brave.
working color sketch for front cover of first Gracie Brave book
working color sketch (left side) of wrap around front cover of first Gracie Brave book.
worked on some illustration icons or "bling" that will be used to add interest and fun to the illustrations in the Gracie Brave book. I did these in gouache, colored pencil and experimented with adding pastel pencil on top of the gouache which I liked the result of.
a little piece headed to a commission client today...based on an earlier sold piece. MM on paper
I have some exiting news! I have been contracted to produce the illustrations for a new project that will include books, workbooks, products titled, "Gracie Brave" for a small, independent publishing group ! I'm very inspired to help bring this strong and adventuresome character to life and will be bringing updates to this project here on my website so stay tuned ! Here is a quick concept sketch for Gracie Brave: :
I've been listening to a boat load of podcasts lately. Today I am listening to Chris Oatley's Artcast - the latest submission is a conversation between Chris, an illustrator and Claire Keane, Jenn Ely and Brian McDonald - all animators with major brands. Here's a link to his site: http://OatleyAcademy.com/nofear1/ You can find all his pod casts on iTunes.
Last week, online fellow artist, Christine Phelps, who I got to know through a Make Art That Sells class passed away after a long fought battle with leukemia. The group of artists who knew her from class followed her journey, sent her hand painted cards to her hospital room and wished her strength and healing on our Facebook page. I know I don't just speak for myself when I say we wanted Christine to keep creating her beautiful and adorable characters. We wanted her to live to realize her dreams. We decided to start a campaign of sorts, to pepper the internet and social media sites with angels for Christine. Rest in peace my friend, I'm so glad I got to share a bit of your journey on this planet. You will be missed by your family and your adorable dog but I am confident that you will live on through your art and your spirit will continue to shine in their lives.
I have switched up the intention for my "blog" to be more of a "what's doin'" from my studio. I will post quick little snippets and or videos of what I'm working on in a given week. My intention is to give your day a little life instead of weighing you down with one more thing to read on the internet. Today I am rearranging and reorganizing my studio to get ready for some new projects that are cooking. 2016 already feels like a new day for Phygment Studio! Please subscribe and thank you so much for stopping by today and into the future! Please let me know if there's something in particular you want to see more of, etc...
This is my contribution to Dot and Flow's #foliofocus - floral pattern assignment
I've been building my children's book illustration portfolio. This horse will be a part of a larger illustration of a farm scene...
Here's a quick little valentine I did today. Happy Valentine's weekend!
Shhhh....don't tell my family: the presents are all opened, the Christmas meals made and cleaned up and now it's my time to hide in the studio and have quiet, quality time with me.
I'm clearing off the clutter of the frenetic past month, taking a deep breath and organizing my thoughts. I'm simplifying my goals. I'm leaning in to any mental obstacles I put in my way. I'm letting go of those things that no longer serve me. One of those things is this blog. I'm just not convinced that it really fits into my over-all goals anymore. I'm going to take it down and see if I am wrong. Maybe I'll find that I have a renewed sense of needing this platform and in that case I will bring it on back. But for now, I'm going to let it go. I will post new work periodically on my welcome page as a way to remain fresh and interesting so by all means - please don't be a stranger !
If you are a subscriber to my blog - thank you for your interest and I hope you will continue to keep in touch via my Facebook fan page, Instagram, Twitter and Pinterest .
May 2016 bring you creative freedoms, peaceful moments of awe and memories to last a life time!
I am quite simply chuffed to have my advent doodle calendar kit featured on Lilla Rogers Make Art That Sells blog post today.
"Chuffed" is a word I have learned from my British friends. It's still not a word picked up by Americans but I will be working on remedying that. Today, today I am chuffed to be noticed for 15 minutes :-)
Hey ! I'm the featured artist on the "An Artist's Sketch" blog ! Check it out - and while you're at it - check out the other cool artists that Ria has featured ! Have a great day !
Link here: An Artist's Sketch
"cactus love" - fartin' around on Photoshop this morning...
"Golden Guernsey Goat" 24" sq. Acrylic, gouache, ink, graphite, hand embroidery on tissue paper on wood panel.
I am hanging a new solo show this evening at the Reuben Hoar Library Gallery in Littleton, Massachusetts which will run through December 3rd. It will feature a few pieces from the Beasts series as well as the handful of pieces I have completed so far in the emerging "Beasts II: Heritage Breeds and Heirloom Seeds" series, including this "Golden Guernsey Goat" piece.
I will be speaking about these series as well as my unique technique of embroidering on tissue paper and its incorporation into these pieces. The talk is scheduled for November 12th at 7pm. There will be some hands-on exploration of the process and questions/answers. If you are in the Central Mass area please join me - I would love to share my work with you!